Please shoot me now!

This does seem to have become my favorite phrase this month. I am an awful procrastinator. The worst I know. But when I get an idea inside my head it won’t just go away! I’ve tried putting them on the back burner, arranging them in a circle and demanding that they wait until December, begging them to wait, falling on my knees and imploring…No such luck. So as I struggle with a novel on which I am way, way behind, 3 fanfics for 2 different shows, real life and all that crap this whole new fanfic idea is burrowing inside my head, trying to get me to write it. And I am weak…so of course I’ve started writing it. And what does it do? It leaves me in the middle of the first chapter. Now I normally wouldn’t mind this, as the folder filled with unfinished fanfics, one-shots and whatnot, can tell you but this fic was keeping me awake at night! And now, after an amazing paragraph, it leaves me hanging. So now I’m trying to focus on the novel until I get a new wave of inspiration for that particular story, or any of the others that I’m writing at the moment. Thank God I have my NaNo planned out, otherwise I’d be dead right now. Now I just have to get the words written down…Huh…if only it was that easy.
On a side note, I have developped a reward system that will hopefully get me to the end of my Nano...I'm not allowed to watch House until I finish at least my word count for the day...And tomorrow I'm going out and buying a new coffee maker...Ups. It seems the last one has commited suicide. I wonder why?