When I grow up...

...I wanna be able to decide. You hear that, fairy godmother? I know it's a bit late but how 'bout you swing by, wave that magic wand of yours and give me ability to take decisions? Deal? Because otherwise I just might have to drag myself to wherever you live and kick your butt all the way to China. So, I got my university accommodation papers and trying to fill them up has been a nightmare. What kind of room do I want, do I really need a bathroom, should I put my mother as my next of kin, which halls do I want to live in, even what religion I am. Oh, yeah, it's that bad. For Pete's sake, I even thought for about one minute if I wanted to use my black pen or my blue pen. Sheesh...I'm driving myself crazy here. And before that I looked at hotels(because for some reason which made sense 2 months ago I'm going 3 and a half days ahead---I can't remember that reason but I seemed good enough and do I even need to go that early and why can't I just go one day before, because I think I can solve everything in one day and so on...). That was fun. This one's closer and prettier, but that one has elevators and was recently renovated and the other one is right in the middle of the distance from the uni to the halls but the other one has free wireless internet connection and so bloody on. And of course, at the end I came up with nothing because heck, I still have time(forget the fact that one hotel was almost out of rooms and that I really need to buy my plane ticket NOW because the price has gone up 2 times in the last month). I'm not really comfortable right now with booking anything from my computer because of that bloody virus I got(paranoid...who, me? Never...why, what have you heard?) so I need to start taking care of things soon. The yesterday kind of soon. I will probably just flip a coin and then, if something doesn't work out or sucks, I can just blame it on karma ;)

I just needed to vent. I swear I'm sane, even though I don't always sound that way.